So yeah ,this is the final week before college actually starts next Thursday the 24th.
I'm kinda nervous................not because school will start. of course everyone gets nervous about that, but i'm more nervous about my driving test at the DMV on Monday next week.
I'm seriously nervous!!!!!!!!!!
I really hope that I can just drive myself to school, because....to be honest.....the bus ain't cool after 4 years of getting up at 5:30am to just catch the bus that will take you to school on time.
but yeah.....i'm glad my best friends will be there with me.
i miss them so much!
i'm especially glad because then i won't be going to school and be such a newbie boobie everywhere hahahahahah.
so yeah.....my auntie now calls me the "college girl". love you auntie...
ahhhh so happeh!!!!!!!!
hopefully i won't be a lazy f*ck again.....i'm terrible at that......hahahahah
so yeah until then kitties......

oh yeah i'm going to csula XD just to clear that up hahah

(500) Days of Summer is a movie my best friends and I want to go out and see soon. It looks really good and I think it's something that I will enjoy. so yeah.

Soooooo I haven't talked so much since prom, so I'm gonna update you all.
So ever since May, I've graduated from high school, turned 18, I've gotten officially confirmed in the Catholic Church, I've filed for a CA ID,got my permit, gotten driving lessons for an instructor, and have been staying at my mom's business in the South Bay area, and have gone to my college orientation at, CSULA, which I will be attending this Fall 2009.

It's a lot to have gone through this whole summer, thus far. Next up I have to check up stuff with financial aid so I can get my butt to being educated. I'm excited but I am also seriously nervous. This is the time when I look back at all my years in school and I'm like "woah, this is the first time I'll be in a classroom with boys in 4 years" , "wow I'm no longer a child", "woah, I can drive a car", "woah, I can play the lottery and buy a pack of cigarettes", "wow, no more curfew at universal city walk".

yeah....so many things rushing in my mind.
I talked to one of my best friends on the phone a week ago. Man, I thought I'd never cry from not being with her at school, but I did. No one has any idea how much she's helped me through out high school. Seriously, all that stuff is crap. She's become someone I can consider my sister. That doesn't mean however that I'll never see her again. Once I get my license, we're sooooooo going out to do many things!!!

I sooooooooooooo hope I get my license. You have no idea, how much of a pain in the ass it is to take the bus. I'd rather drive than spend 2 hours on the bus just to get to school. That is pressure my friend. Plus I can go hang out at the beach whenever I want and visit my friends or take road trips. The list is endless.

So that's a bit of what I have to say for now.
I hope you guys are having a great summer.
Enjoy it while you can!!!!

Hello everyone!

It's me again, after pretty much a month and a hayf of not writing in my journal.
i know, shame on me. jk
I was at my dad's house for the week. It's been lots of fun. I get to take a break from the chores and my mom's house. I love my mom, but damn, she needs to quit trippin' so much.
At the moment my dad's ceiling/roof is creeping me out. I keep hearing little tiny steps walking all over it...................it better be something cute like a squirrel.
(btw, I've been seeing a lot of those everywhere, and they're not shy to humans)
So I've been on vacation for about 2 weeks now. I barely went to the DMV to sign up to get my permit on friday. Now I need to study the CA drivers handbook so I can take my written test. After that I need to get some driving lessons so that I can take my driving test to get my permit.
My goal is to get my ass to drive myself to college. I've been taking the bus for 4 years, and I am FED UP with it. Seriously. I love people, but damn, the ones on the bus are just a bunch of pricks!!!!!!! (well from where I'm from, that is)

(*scratches my own back* man i feel like i'm doing some kind of yoga)

Oh yeah, last June 6 I finally graduated from high school, huzzah!

UGH I feel like the world's on my shoulders again, but I don't want to complain since other people in the world have worse shit to deal with at the moment.

Oh yeah, I finally woke up early today. Like at 6:21 this morning. Lately I haven't been too good at the whole waking up thing. I've been waking up as early as 10am and as late as 2pm. yeah....that's possible.

So yeah, that's my update for now. I'll talk to you guys soon.

btw I Miss Dan very much. It's been a while since the world has been graced with his presence. But I just wanna say, man brotha, I miss you.

oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
and I have the hots for a Guamanian/Italian/Mexican lead singer, Sonny Sandoval.
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too bad he's married though......he's so hot.
Anyways yeah....talk to you guys later.

Te Bendiga!

So prom is on friday night ....and I.....am ......so ......friggin.......EXCITED!!!!

Also saturday morning, I am finally going to be confirmed. FINALLY!
After 2 years, you'd think that I know my prayers by now?

So Leroy "Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey boo!!", is gonna go with me. So cool. He got his tux today and damn, he looks dope. His tux makes him look straight. "mhmmmm you know girl!" lol omg so cool. He swears that when they play "Put a ring on it" by Beyonce aka Sasha Fierce hahahah (i hope that's the right title) he's gonna bust a move on the dance floor & he's dragging me in it hahah! "TAY TAY!"

Ooh I can't wait to go to that thing Leroy's going to host at his school. They're going to make I guess a Carribean day with steel drums, carnivale, bright colors, and lots of Reggae. (Because he good like that brah!)

We got an upgrade on our prom's ballroom. Which is totally bomb. Originally we got the $16,000 room, but since they're going to be filming in there we got the Crystal room, which would have costed $40,000 (suicide if you ask me). That means lots of things are going to be sparkly......oooh....shineh........

Today the Music Club and I performed in front of our school. It was pretty fun. Hope and I sounded pretty good playing the congas. I think I have an apprentice in the works. WOOH! The drum set would have been cool too, but let's face it, that thing would take forever to take apart, bring over to the auditorium, set up, take apart and take it back to the school all within an hour. that's crazy talk. So we used the congas just because it would be easier to bring around.

I've got approximately a whole month of school left even though it's technically 23 minus the days I don't go to school and just wait for graduation.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So yeah, that's my stuff for now.
I'll update in a bit after prom and confirmation. I got a shit load to talk about after.

okay have a nice day. BYE BYE

"
I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me?
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?"

Somewhere Only We Know by Keane

Oh Dan, I can only remember the days when life was so vibrant and all any other person our age wanted to do was live life to it's fullest. Buddy, you brought a light into my world that I can never find in any other person. You helped me to see the beautiful person in myself and realize that the world was a place that could not bring you down but your own self. You were and still are my brother from another mother. Thank you for being one of my closest friends. I know we never met and I know we didn't talk much, but I just hope you know that you mean a great deal to me and that you'll always be special and remembered in my heart. I'm glad God gave me a chance to be your friend.
Man when life calls for your life to end, it's like....you never know when it's going to get you. Kid, you had so much to offer the world. I just wish that the world knew how important you are. And if it's not to everyone then you were to me.