Good afternoon, it's a sunny day on this Sunday afternoon at 1:18 pm. After a week of showers and gloom, the sun has finally decided to come out and brighten up the week. XDDD
Well yeah. I just came back from church, had to straighten some things out with the ministry office. I got to sit next to my best friend Leroy and some girls in the other class that use to go to school with me. Friggin Leroy....I really hope that whatever he does, he doesn't end up down in the dumps.
Anywho since he last time I posted in my journal some things have happened. I finally sent in a supplementary application to UCLA. I'm hoping that I get accepted there. It's such a good school. I also got my letters from CSUN & CSLA. Excited about those. College is such a stressful thing to get into. So many applications, tests, due dates, placement tests, and the anxiety to wait for your letters.
To be honest I really wanted to study in the east coast, but as of recent economic times, its a highly impossible thing. I really wish I could. It would be some kind of experience for sure.
I'd get to see the leaves turn beautiful autumn colors, lie down in the snow and watch the flakes fall and tickle my nose, feel the light spring breeze sweep my feet away, and the beauty of a summer day.
Maybe one day. When I'm older, I'll get to see the other side of the place I call home.

Over the three years of high school, I've gone through so many changes. I can't even count them all. I've started from a slight believer in God to a more than convinced believer with my whole heart. I've become more mature with the decisions I make, I tend to speak up for myself more than I did three years ago, and I value my body more than I did at one point. The subject of love has been the same however. I still haven't met that person that is willing to spend their time with me and if I did, then I must have done something wrong....sometimes I think so....
Healing takes a while, and right now I'm still in the process of it, but that's fine. I'm still young =]

So In less than 3-4 months I'm going to get confirmed. Meaning I will complete the 4th sacrament of the Catholic Church. Which is really awesome because now I can get married =] Just kidding. Not now. I'm too young. OMG but I hope that whoever does marry me loves me because I'm me and because he respects me and him back.

{UGH THIS IS SO LONG HAHAH}

I just hope that this year brings me whatever I need to survive hahaha. This year is going to be interesting and rather stressful. I'm on my way to start prepping for the AP tests in May for Enlish, Calculus, Euro, and Art. Art is my best one, but Euro and Calculus are pretty TOUGH!

Also our senior year is almost over! I'm going to miss my girls.

PROM PROM PROM!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ugh I still need to get my dress and a date. I was thinking of getting a nice dress that's a dark dark violet or a dark wine red that's not shiny. I don't want to wear one of those dresses that look like you got them at Ross. It's too obvious. Plus it's a special occasion. I want it to be long and if it can't then I want it to be a nice slighly ruffly skirt that reaches just about past my knees. I'm thinking of either getting it strap less or with that one that has like sleeves that expose your shoulders. My hair....ehhh thinking of leaving it long like it is, but making nice flirty waves with curles at the bottom. [nice...not baduy like my grandpa says] hahahah
Tonya's mom said something from jessica mcclintock or however you spell it.

Hasshe and I want make a stance on our dresses. Like not something that someone would typically wear to a prom. We want to look elegant since the dance hall is going to be spanish theme. OH QUE ROMANTICO!!
shoes= not sure.

Well my cheese puffs are getting all over my laptop and my homework is piling up slowly on me, so I'll write in this thing again some time soon. Hopefully not in another month. lol that'd be too long!!!!!!

OK TAKE CARE EVERY ONE!!!!!!!!