"With their wicked words they’ll try to hold you down
No this is not our fate; the lives in which they are bound
And there is something more we know it has to be found
I know the world won’t wait, the tide is turning around…

And there’s not enough time…

With all their wicked words they’ll never hold you down
No this is not our fate; the tide is turning around

No there’s not enough time…

In the fallout of the wasted, in the halflight
I stand before you in the last dance of an old life…
Now the cool wind’s blowing and we can’t stay, but it’s alright…
When the night is gone I will still be here…

No there’s not enough time…"
Cosmic Gate Feat. Emma Hewitt- Not Enough Time



So I've been counting down the days to my graduation and I realize that in the past 4 years, I have gone through a lot of ups and downs and changes. I have experienced the failures of love, friendships, and disappoinments but I have also learned from these experiences to live better, to love better and to look forward in to the future.
Lately I've been comtemplating about life and the joys we encounter and lose and I realize that it is true "A man who is faceless is a man who does not know who they are." (personal quote)
I have grown to see the masks people, and sometimes even I , wear to get away.
But those days are going to be over soon. In the fall I will be going to college. (my choice is still pending upon the wait of my final letter)
With every disappointment and approval in life there is a purpose that is yet to be discovered.
Why do we love someone and get hurt either by letting go or watching them leave?
It's a part of life.
I hope that when I start off a new in college that I will be able to cleanse myself of the things that have pulled me down, however I will never forget the people that have influenced me.
Monica, Diana, Kanani, Selma, Derek, Dustin, Justin, Momo, Lolo, Christian, Edwin, Tony, Chris, Ban-Anna, Shmart Sarruh, and my Athenangel...

Changes, like water, dissolve, harden, and turn to liquid. It's versatile and unpredictable....like life and love.

Good night everyone, and until my next post. See ya soon!